Another time and I would have asked about Chiba and why it had so much tea.
Colloquialisms are lost on me at this moment, and when she moves my hand I
wonder. Does she know how inexperienced I am at all of this, beyond the
things we've done together?
"Me too," I admit after a long minute, searching her eyes for something
ineffable. Whatever it is, I feel like I see it in the way she's looking at
me. When I kiss her this time, it feels different, like the openness and
nervousness and wonder I feel when I'm with her is all in it. Like I'm not
playing at being someone else.
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Another time and I would have asked about Chiba and why it had so much tea. Colloquialisms are lost on me at this moment, and when she moves my hand I wonder. Does she know how inexperienced I am at all of this, beyond the things we've done together?
"Me too," I admit after a long minute, searching her eyes for something ineffable. Whatever it is, I feel like I see it in the way she's looking at me. When I kiss her this time, it feels different, like the openness and nervousness and wonder I feel when I'm with her is all in it. Like I'm not playing at being someone else.